im officially half dead le...
haix..pathetic...
2dae during chemistry lesson...
tat eng hui told us tat thr will be extra class for us for the science...
for physics is 5 to 6pm on thursday(alternate week)
den chem is 4 to 5pm on thursday lorx...
haix...
den sat i gt tat damn guitar practice sia...
from 8 to 12 lorx..
cuz of the damn syf tat is coming soon...
i tink i can die like tat lorx..
i oso tink i can die in skul lorx...
i ald forget all the tings i learnt last yr liaox sia...
nw oso dun understand wat cher toking abt in class lorx..
pathetic siol...
n ya...i hate my form teacher lorx...
she sucks...
tat sucky louis...
kip insulting my frenz...
n gt soo mani comments abt my hair n frenz's de hair oso lorx...
abit of fringe oso cannot...
but who cares abt u...
who do u tink u r??
cher so wat...
u dont deserve my respect...
tell ppl nt to insult others but u still did those tings...
nobody oso obey u nor listen to u lorx...
for one ting is up to nw i oso haven do aniting to my hair...
its still the same as usual...
u r a sucky cher...
bias to ppl of ur race...the indians...
den u telling mii tat the chinese r nt human la???
aiyo...nw den i noe after living for 15 yr tat chinese are nt human...tat reali increase my knowledge lei...lol...
oso the unlucky ting is tat the sucky oso happens to be my history cher...
haix...juz my luck...
but i will not hate the sub juz becuz u're teaching it....
cuz tat will be a damn stupid ting to do...
sacrificing my studies juz to rebel u...
but sucky louis, u dun hav to worry wor...
i will tink of other ways to rebel u de...
no worries...
lolx...
aniwaes, i still feeling as down n moodless as juz nw...
haix...
can anione tell mii y im feeling like tis??...
reali tinking of ending my life sometimes...
but of course im nt tat stupid to do tat la...
it will be too foolish a ting to do...
killing myself, i mean...
lolx...
but u will neva noe...
one might do someting foolish wen she in a bad mood or getting too emotional lorx...
haix...
maybe tis might be the reason tat i hav a penknife in my pencilcase bahx...
lolx...
hehes...
but i dun tink i will reali slash myself la...
coz it need alot of courage to do it lorx...
...maybe im juz too coward bahx...
too much of a coward or watever u call it to reali kill myself la...
