should actually be until 7pm de lo...

but got extended coz not enough staff...

imma getting lazier and lazier to work le...

sian... =(

think i'm gonna find another job soon ba...

sick and bored of this job le..

lols..

dono why i always feel so depressed and sad after working...

last week oso lidat.. todae oso lidat....

sian...

don like this kind of feeling but it just keep coming... =(

i think this had gt something to do with u ba...

or rather, i should say: is all because of u ba...

was on the mrt home juz now and i was suddenly reminded of last time where u would accompany me home when i 1st started working and got to know u...

even if it means taking a longer mrt route, u were so willing to accompany me despite u working the next dae and would get home late...

i reali miss it...

we would talk abt work and even if we are not talking, i still love how it felt to have u by my side...

i should stop thinking about all this nonsense ald la and start studying!!!

coz my exams are two weeks away only!!! wth~~~~ =(

but i seriously miss all those feelings that he had given me as well as those memories between us though they are not alot and are all short-term ones...

those memories may be small and insignificant to u and u might not even rmb...

but they mean alot to me... and i reali mean ALOT...

i think now is the time that i reali have to let go of everything le...

to face up to reality and accept the fact that it impossible between the two of us...

all those memories that u have given me, regardless of how small they are will be kept in the safest place on earth; my heart...

i know i have said in the past so much times that it is countless that i wanna forget him...

but have always failed at it coz i was unable to let go of the feelings that i have for him..

but hopefully this will be the last post that i am writing abt him... HOPEFULLY~~~~

shall go slp now and forget everything...

i shall try to get over this feeling that i have for him....soon.... =)