?serene's life?

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

y am i even sitting here collating the tutorial ans with them?

should have just volunteered/ rather go with the option that i was given to let them collate among themselves and i present later during the tutorial..

what an ass sucked up fucked up decision i had made...

totally regretting this..

but whatever la...

have to live with all the decisions i made...

moreover i cant possibly just stand up and walk away lidat...

haix... :(

sucks ttm man...

so lame la!

all act smart go find so many infor...

then now complaint too many things dono how to collate...

then say sian...

is ur all zhi zhao one what...

but whatever.. like i care...

totally sitting here and blogging/ complaining like nobody's business... HAHA! :D

shall volunteer to present later on in class..

and let the stupiak teacher shoot die me...

then go home slp...

then do my part assigned to me for the ecd report and sent to them...

then shall start collating the damn tdm project that i would have been finished with if not for all the late 'submission' by groupmates..

yea... can totally hear from their convo and tone that they are trying to say in a indirect way that i never do work or contribute...

so obvious man!

but it is obvious that im ignoring them too!

HAHA! :D

mark me down lo...

let me fail man!

will be utterly grateful ar!!

hahaa!! :D

no time ald still debating about what point to put in the slides..

just anyhow put la!

just a tutorial anw...

and not like ur do so many teacher will say anything...

on the contrary she will just shoot us more qns that we can ans only lo...

then we or rather i will look like a fool...

thanks alot uh!! =.=

grateful ttm...

finally done!! lols..

waste of my one hour!!

and yea.. this blog is type over the time span of one hour... HAHA!! :D

writtern @12:18 PM

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

shall do a quick one before i head to bed...

(looking back after i have done typing it doesnt seems short at all... but somehow i used very little time to type this... lols... starting to think what people say is quite true.. you type way lot faster when you are angry man! haha!! :D)

almost haven blog for two weeks ald... =p

drowning in the tons of projects and work so far..

sobs..

but gonna be over soon la...

hate this sem lo..

all the assignment due so close to each other..

somemore all so close to CNY!

hate it max la!

knn sia NP!! :(

have been in a super duper zuper foul mood recently..

no idea why..

lols..

maybe is just all the pressure from the ridiculous amount of work waiting for me to do and complete?

lols...

have been super sian at sch..

never felt so sian before..

feel totally out of the clique now..

like getting lesser and lesser things to say to them now..

or rather.. nothing to say to them anymore..

who wants to talk to back-stabbers?

maybe its just me la..

maybe i think to much...

read too much into things...

but whatever la...

from the start oso not reali close to them oso..

haha!

but super sian lo..

like want to talk oso dono what to talk..

most impt-ly is don even feel like talking to them...

and the worse thing?

can even be on my own la..

like so weird...

maybe its just me again..

but it seems like so... idk what to say...

haix...

fretting over tdm project...

ridiculous groupmates that doesnt reply to smses have yet to send me their parts for their research!! @#&%^!@#$%^*

how in the fuck am i going to collate all the stuff??

and its due on the 27th for godness sake!!

ARGH!!

*^%$#@!#$*&(*&%^$@#!#$%

LOOKS LIKE I HAVE TO GET ALL DONE MYSELF OVER CNY!!

yea... who asked me to be back-stabbed at this kind of time..

BLAME IT ALL ON MY FUCKING LUCK MAN!

lols... =.=

that's the bad part about being in a new group...

and worst!! being the leader of the group!

awesome huh!! =.=!

aiya... face up la... this is life man...

but whatever..

i dowan give a damn anymore...

seriously lost all interest in studying ald..

all that's in my mind is to drop right out of sch this very instance...

and what could add on to my irritation?

who else but mother!

sucks man!!

don even know what is going on nag like shit..

no surprise that i don reali show u anymore respect now like u always say these days...

like i say for most things...IDC!

u can go nag ur lungs out..

see if any of it gets into me...

go nag and let the wall hear...

lets see who will suffer from depression first...

you or me...

we shall see...

super warm lo the weather these two days!! cant tahan ald lo...

just ytd alone bath 4 times!! like siao lo! waste water! haha!

but too warm to stand it la!

make me feel so sticky sia!

alritex!!

gonna have a quick cold water shower before turning in...

weather is ridiculous these days as well..

just like everything and everybody...

hell yea! =.=

writtern @11:34 PM

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

going bonkers doing my report!

jus realised how long it was since i last blogged.. =p

christmas that time went out to play and sing k with the usual siao people!!

haha! :D

at night then went to cat laopo de cousin de hse to eat steamboat and countdown...

following closely jiu shi new year! :D

went to watch movie with daphne in the afternoon then jiu went to look for the others in the evening...

had sakae for dinner then went to watch fireworks at esplande! :D

awesomely awesome man!

super nice lo! =p

and also super crowded la!

squeeze like hell lidat before we finally found a spot to stand and wait for the fireworks... =p

after watching fireworks jiu decided to go clark quay...

me and liu yue was super high lo...

kept on randomly saying happy new year to all the people that we see on the streets! =p

but people are also quite nice and wished us back!! woots~~

talk talk abit when we finally reached CQ...

then after that me, liu yue, cat and zw, we went into random shops there to dance!

haha! :D

superly fun man! =p

after the finish for the night ald we then went to liang court there to sit sit and talk talk to wait for the 1st train... =p

all quite cui by then ald.. started playing random games... =p

when gt train ald jiu went home..

had mac breakfast with them first before making our way home...

so fun to ton outside lo! =p

and i think im hooked onto going clubbing ald la!!

thanks to cat for dragging me to dance that time!

hahah!! :D

gonna find a chance to reali go club one day! =p

it was oddly good to hear hady's voice after so long...

was so surprised when he called me after i dropped him a 'happy new year' text...

was randomly sending messages to people without reali looking at their names...

but somehow it wasnt reali that awkward to talk to him...

was just super surprised though coz didnt realised that i had sent the message to him.. =p

somehow i find myself missing him still sometimes...

almost 1 and half years ald...

i oso dono why...

haha! :D

guess shall just remain as it is ba...

don reali wanna go into anything right now...

HAHAH! :D

okie.. enough of all this ald...

shall go back to my report!

due on fri!! die!!

haven study for my clinic stuff oso lo!!

JIALAT!! =/

writtern @11:17 PM