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Wednesday, August 25, 2010


second post of the dae...
LOL.... =.=''

realised that i'm having back the same thinking and feeling that i used to have two years back...
it took me so much time and effort to get past it so that i'm able to treat u well from the bottom of my heart...
to stop with all the pretending...
to stop with all the "does not concern me so don bother me" attitude...

why... why is it after so long UR still have to make me hate home all over again...
okie...hate sounds too extreme la...
or should i simply say dislike...
yep...
dislike sounds more like it...
why??!!?? why do UR have to make me dislike home all over again... =(
simply dislike all of UR de action and attitude...
i admit...
my attitude also sucks TTM at times...
but that is coz ur drove me to it...
when i was in the mood to tell ur some thing...
UR make me feel like i'm talking to the wall...
then when i wasnt in the mood... was super fed up or pissed or watever it was...
den UR keep pestering me...
treat me as if i'm nth...
yes... i reali appreciate all the things that UR have done for me over the years as i am growing up...
but somehow some of the things that UR have done to me reali make me feel so worthless...
like i'm nth but some kid u have happened to picked up from the roadside...

when U come back from work and is in a bad mood from watever it is...
den u will vent ur anger on me!!!
WAT THE FUCK!!!
hate it!!!!
for godness sake...
i'm not something that is for u to vent ur anger de ok!!!

and when u dono how to do ur hw and ask me...
teach u den still show me attitude!!!
if not happy den don ask me teach u la...
everytime teach u teach until i fell so damn fuck up!!!

and ytd happen to stumble upon my old blog... my wordpress de blog that was my main blog two years ago... was reading and thinking wat have made me feel that way...
was thinking abt how wonderful that i have finally gotten over those hateful feeling towards my home...
and todae ur have to make me feel that kind of awful feeling of disliking things...
how contradicting life can be...
=(
talk abt coincidence... LOL... =.=

haix i shall not go on abt this animore...
will only make me hate life more...
hate the everything ard me...
and i don wanna it...
it is tiring to hate and dislike things....
and people....
esp if those people and things are supposed to be the most important things in my life... =(

writtern @11:00 PM


this is so damn sian...
exam are ard the corner...
one more week to be exact...
and i have not studied for anithing!!!
OH MY FREAKING GOD!!!
WHEN HAVE I BECOME SO GOD-DAMN SLACK??!!!??
=(
think i better start studying now before it is too late...
but the thing is that i always say i will study...
then always end up slacking more and more...
i am becoming worse...
oh gosh...
this is so damn jialat la....
SERENE!!! U BETTER MAKE SURE U STUDY FROM TMR ONWARDS!!!
EVEN IF IT IS ONE MORE WEEK LEFT...
U BETTER CRAMP ALL THE THINGS INTO UR BRAIN!!!
U CANT AFFORD TO FAIL...
EVEN IF U DON MIND URSELF RETAINING AND REPEATING THE MODULES...
BUT THE THING IS...
U SHOULD NOE THE CONSEQUENCES OF FAILING...
U SHOULD NOE BY NOW WAT MAMA WILL DO IF U FAILLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!
AND SURLY U DON WAN IT TO HAPPEN DE....
RIGHT??
SO U BETTER WORK HARD FROM TMR ONWARDS AND STUDY!!!!!!!!!

writtern @10:54 PM


sis bought me a phone for me to use while waiting for iphone 4 to be available in the market for sale...hehes...
THANKS SISTER!! (^_^)
but the phone she bought for me is a china phone la...
but can use good ald...
who ask me lost all my things...
so whatever they give me now i oso will use...
it's ald very good that mama and sis is willing to buy me the iphone liaox... =p
so there is absolutely nth much for me to complain abt...
then sis very cute some more lo...
so noes i misses my old iphone damn much...
so she gt me a fake "iphone"... made in china as said earlier...
wahahaha... =p
the layout of the phone is similar to the apple de iphone la...
LOL...
but basically it's function is just like a normal phone...
hehes...
and the screen not reali sensitive la... =p
and it is smaller in size...LOL... =p

den bro see ald say wanna exchange with me...
den he keep bugging me so i agreed...
said exchanged for one day de...
now he don wanna change back the phone...
like WTH...
hehes... =p
den i say most is one week i lend him the phone...
but don think i can get it back also lo...
coz he was like "no!!! this is my phone..."
haix...
younger siblings can be such a pest at times...
>.<
so now i ended up using his sony erisson W595 phone...
blog till here... tc guys... ^^

writtern @1:41 AM

Thursday, August 19, 2010


okie guys!!! this is gonna be a super long post..so better don read if u don have the time and patience... coz i'm gonna go super detailed on the things that happened ya... so give up reading!!! hehes... main purpose of this post is for me to grumble and feel guilty alritex... =(

woah!!! YTD WAS SO SUPER DUPER DAMN SUAY!!!
ARGH!!!
okies... im exaggerating abit... but seriously was a unlucky dae for me... =(
went out ytd with my usual movies mates; dan, tkl, zw and kelvin oso came ytd...
was happy to see him coz long time neve see him ald..

hmmm... actually was abit pissed of before i left hse...
come to think of it... it muz have been a bad sign to warn me abt my dae...
talk abt superstitious... LOL...
coz i was supposed to help somebody fax her document coz my damn scanner gt prob... =(
so bought the things to cwp to fax at the 3rd level....
and i was like gg to be late... therefore kinda piss la...
but lucky the was no queue at the shop so was fast...
thought the worse was over after i gt it done...
den safely kept the documents coz is super impt... is ic and birth cert...
LIKE GOD DAMN IMPT THINGS LO....

den went to cine (usual place)..
watched salt...
was a nice movie but no mood talk abt it...
after the movie when to the arcade to play( oso our usual activity when we go out)...
was playing at the basketball machine with tkl and zw each on my side...
den me and tkl put our bags down...
the thing is we put our bags in front of us at our feet there!!!
so the bag was like in between me and the machine...
den i played for one round la...
den after that bend down to want to pick up my bag again...
den realised that MY BAG WAS GONE...
so i was like WTF??!!!??
WHERE IS MY BAG???

and the crazy thing is that while we were playing kelvin was standing behind us...
and i am totally sure nobody walked passed...
and the rest of them oso said nobody walked passed there...
so was panicking liaox...
den went to the service counter to ask the people...
den report the lost my my bag to them..
den went down to the information counter to report the lost again..
haix... damn sian lo...
was ald thinking of how i should tell my mum and the person whom the documents belong to lo...
den lucky zw gt my bro de no. den i called him to tell him...
but warn him don tell mama 1st coz i was like damn scared and freak out.... =(
den my frens oso told me to tell her later after i made a police report...
coz i sure will break down and cry when she scold me over the phone after i told her wat...
den will be weird if i were to be crying and talking to the police at the same time wat... LOL...

went to the orchard de police station to make the report lo..
den used zw de hp to call mama...
as expected... she scolded me over the phone lo...
but lucky i didnt cry la...
but i think my eyes were abiit red la...
but no crying...
other it would be so embarrassing to cry in public lo...
after that den went home liaox...
was damn scared to go home.. but no choice...

now ok ald la... though mum still nagging abit... =(
but she is saying of buying a new phone for me...
feel so damn bad lo... like create so much trouble for her ald...
and she was oso not feeling well ytd lo...
haix...
i'm such a infilial daughter... ='(

another thing that is making me feel god damn guilty is that the person whose those documents belongs to neva reali blame me sia...
even if she is blaming me, she neva say out... damn damn guilty... =(
and she even asked my mum to stop scolding me lo...
boo hoo~~~~ ='(

anw i swear that there is not gonna be a next time ald!!! I SWEAR!!! hehes... =p

writtern @4:23 PM

Sunday, August 15, 2010


is such a boring dae... =(
damn sian at home....
no motivation to go and study...
seeing all my frens starting their revision one by one, i am getting all stress up...
but somehow still cannot find the mood nor motivation to go and pick up my notes to study...
T_T
sian... don wanna fail but also don wanna study...
contradicting thoughts... =(

and i still have find the F&B job that i need for my module next semester..
need to work for 40 hours den have to write report...
but i think i might continue working with the job even after i completed my 40 hours ba...
den study and work tgt...
better... more money...
don have to keep asking mama for money...
den she also don have to work until so hard....
but scared that this might not work out...
coz scared gt a lot of hw and projects to do...
SIANNNNNNNNN ARRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T_T

haix...
life is such a bore sometimes....

writtern @5:39 PM

Tuesday, August 10, 2010


it's currently 1.12am....
and it's weird to be blogging at this kind of time...
but felt the sudden urge tio do some blogging...
not that i neva try blogging at this kind of timing b4 lo...
wahahaha... =p

did manicure and pedicure todae... wahaha...
polka dots...
damn cute!!!
LOL... =.=
turns out quite nice...
for a first timer like me...
hehes...
first time doing patterns on my nails...
very satisfied with the result...
wahahah... =D
thought the dots are not reali of the same size la...
hehes...
pics of them on fb... =p



people always tend to rmb those bad things that other ppl did to them...
it's neva easy to forget these negative things...
but whatever that has happened is all in the past...
and they cant be undone... there's simply no undo buttom in our lives nor is there a Crtl Z that we could press to undo them....
but its always not too late to learn to let go of things...
especially those negative things...
and after we have learn to let go...
it's time for us to learn to forgive the person and then to forget the past...
then carry on with our lives and befriend back this person if u can and if u wanna...
even if u cant... den it doesnt matter much too...
coz u have ald forgiven the person that has did those terrible things to u...
and this could ald meant that ur are friends still in a way or another... =p
it's neva good to rmb bad things ppl did to u...
by learning to let go, to forgive and forget could juz make our lives better in a way or another...
for both us and that someone... though some of them might not deserve this kind of "good" treatment from u...
but there are always some that deserve it coz they might not have been able to stop it from happening...it might have hurt them to see u suffer...or they might have did it unknowingly...
but whatever the reasons are...
everybody still deserve a chance to be forgiven...
and it's always good to have more friends than enemy.... =D
but forgiving that person u might have juz gained urself a friend instead of gaining one more enemy in ur life...

life is short...be happy... =D
in order to be happy...
u need friends!! =p

anw... it's looks like it's time for me to go and slp!!!!
wahaha... =p
nights people!!! :D

writtern @1:12 AM

Monday, August 2, 2010


the weekend has ended...
and as usual.. i have wasted my weekend again...
but at least i managed to complete my bstats tutorial...
took me three damn pathetic hour to complete it... =(
although i did listen to lecture last week... but somehow still dono...
pathetic...
so was like flipping through my notes and cursing the chapter all the way for the 1st 1 hour while doing...
as a result i was somehow talking to myself... LOL... =.=
was like "how come this chapter so confusing...damn correlation and regression analysis"
but after awhile finally start to make sense of the things ald...
hehes...
=p
so managed to finish them... wahaha...
but was referring to my notes while doing all the questions...
den decided to move on to my bcomm presentation...
coz due on wed...
so decided to finish up quickly...
but up till now im still suck at the beginning...
reali have no idea how to start lo...
damn... =(
so in the end decided to give up and complete it tmr...
or rather should i say todae... since its ald past midnight... wahahas...
hope will get some ideas how to do the presentation... and soon!!!
otherwise i die... hehes...

this week is gonna be the last week of sch for me b4 i have my study break...
which lasts for 4 weeks...
shiok!! wahahaa... :D
but cant slack... =(
muz study...
coz after the 4 weeks will be exams ald... =(
slack too much throughout the term ald... so muz work harder during the study weeks...
but everytime i say wanna work hard i always end up slacking more lo...
=(
but looking forward to after the exams...
coz gt a 6 weeks de holiday waiting for me!!! XD
can plae till siao!!! play as much as i wanna... wooh~~~ =p

juz had supper... damn yummy!!
coz sis juz went to johor with her frenz to gai gai...so she bought food home!!! :D
muz thnx sis for not forgetting me and buyin such good food for me from johor... wahaha...
hehes...

and lastly i wanna a camera... =(
had my eyes on the sony camera...
oh i want it so damn bad.. =(
when will i have the money to buy??
guess i have to work doubly hard to save up for that baby ba...
coz cmf mama wont buy for me de...
coz so exp also lo... and she will only say i waste money....
sian ar...
how great will it be if she were to get it for me for my bdae though...
i noe still gt like 2 more months la... =p
but still...
but she earn money until so tough ald...
work until so damn tires and whole body aching... =(
so let me not bother her...
i will save the money myself and buy for myself as bdae present...
wahaha...
at most juz cut down on my tibits consumption and movies....
but i don think i can cut down on the movies... teehee~~
coz there's juz too much movie i wanna watch ald...
dear cam, juz wait for me... i will come and get u de!!! wahahaha... :D

god... todae's de post is damn long...
think i should stop at here... hehes... =p
ciao!!! =D

writtern @12:15 AM

Sunday, August 1, 2010


it august ald... time reali passes so fast...
next week will be the last week of sch ald then will be my 4 weeks de study break..
den finals for my semester 1..
so not looking forward to it...
but so looking forward to the 6 weeks holidays after the exams... =p
yea i know.. im so contradicting...
don feel like studying for the exams...
damn lazy... =(
and still gt one more presentation for bcomm on wed...
still haven prepare/ do anything abt it yet...
suddenly realised how much of a slacker i am.... =p
hehes... guess i reali have to start studying for my finals ald la...
but somehow cant find the mood nor the motivation to study...
sianZZzzzzz... =(

juz had durians and is craving for more...
but i gotta control...
coz durians are heaty...
wahahas... =p

itr-fmm integrated project de results coming out on monday...
seriously hope can get a good grade...
otherwise i think i will cry lo...
so much hardwork i put into the project...
sacrificed so damn many sleep because of it...
sleeping only 2 hours each day just for the project....
never in my study life had i been so chiong lo...
so reali hope can get a A for the project...

gosh... it's pass 1am ald...
guess i should sleep... wahahahas...
but i doubt i will sleep so soon...
hehes... =p

writtern @1:02 AM