second post of the dae...
LOL.... =.=''
realised that i'm having back the same thinking and feeling that i used to have two years back...
it took me so much time and effort to get past it so that i'm able to treat u well from the bottom of my heart...
to stop with all the pretending...
to stop with all the "does not concern me so don bother me" attitude...
why... why is it after so long UR still have to make me hate home all over again...
okie...hate sounds too extreme la...
or should i simply say dislike...
yep...
dislike sounds more like it...
why??!!?? why do UR have to make me dislike home all over again... =(
simply dislike all of UR de action and attitude...
i admit...
my attitude also sucks TTM at times...
but that is coz ur drove me to it...
when i was in the mood to tell ur some thing...
UR make me feel like i'm talking to the wall...
then when i wasnt in the mood... was super fed up or pissed or watever it was...
den UR keep pestering me...
treat me as if i'm nth...
yes... i reali appreciate all the things that UR have done for me over the years as i am growing up...
but somehow some of the things that UR have done to me reali make me feel so worthless...
like i'm nth but some kid u have happened to picked up from the roadside...
when U come back from work and is in a bad mood from watever it is...
den u will vent ur anger on me!!!
WAT THE FUCK!!!
hate it!!!!
for godness sake...
i'm not something that is for u to vent ur anger de ok!!!
and when u dono how to do ur hw and ask me...
teach u den still show me attitude!!!
if not happy den don ask me teach u la...
everytime teach u teach until i fell so damn fuck up!!!
and ytd happen to stumble upon my old blog... my wordpress de blog that was my main blog two years ago... was reading and thinking wat have made me feel that way...
was thinking abt how wonderful that i have finally gotten over those hateful feeling towards my home...
and todae ur have to make me feel that kind of awful feeling of disliking things...
how contradicting life can be...
=(
talk abt coincidence... LOL... =.=
haix i shall not go on abt this animore...
will only make me hate life more...
hate the everything ard me...
and i don wanna it...
it is tiring to hate and dislike things....
and people....
esp if those people and things are supposed to be the most important things in my life... =(
