?serene's life?

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

finally change my blogskin after such a long time...

have been wanting to change it since a long time ago but is always too busy or too lazy...

wahahaha.... =p

hate changing blogskin lo...

so troublesome...

but sick of the old blogskin ald...

hehes... =p

writtern @12:25 AM

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

have been chionging project so much...

stress and sian TTM!!! =(

my holidays are totally and superly not like holiday lo...

pathetic~~

hate it hate it!!

ARGH!!!!

T_T

juz hope all this irritating projects can be over quickly...

writtern @10:44 PM

Monday, December 27, 2010

had a great dae spent with Teena, June, Jennifer and Foong Oi today!!! ^^

went to meet them after my project meeting to celebrate Teena's belated bdae...

hehes...

met up with them at Taka...

den walk to Plaza Singapura to eat coz they all wanna eat Swensen's...

was joking and crapping and playing ard throughout the walk to PS...

den went to eat... wait for awhile before we got a table...

den waited even longer for our food lo...

was still talking and joking while waiting for food...

laugh until my jaw muscles damn sore lo...

hehes...

then they keep on say that one of the staff there look like me lo...

LOL!!

hehes... =p

den after eat ald went outside PS to take photos....

whee~~

hehes..

LOL... =p

den mama called and rushed me to go home...

hiax... =(

den train-ed back with them...

was still camwhoring inside the mrt...

after that stop le coz very crowded...

den went on to talk more and laugh some more...

basically the whole mrt was filled with all our laughter lo...

wahahahaha... =DD

reali enjoyed myself todae lots lots!!! ^^

writtern @11:43 PM

just when i am reali falling for u...

u left me.. =(

telling me that u cant let go of ur past...

but i don blame u for that...

coz it is all my one sided thinking right from the start to start off with..

i knew this would happen...

only sooner than i thought it would...

but still i couldn't help wishing and hoping for the outcome that i want...

silly me~~~

writtern @12:20 AM

Sunday, December 26, 2010

finally gt time to blog le... ^^

have been busy with project for the whole of this week...

meeting grp daily on mondae to thurs straight...

but enjoyed my Christmas alot!!! Christmas eve oso!!

woo~~~

24/12, thurs, Christmas Eve :)

went out with Daniel Boon, Kai Lun, Kelvin, Daniel Lam, Jing Ting and Justin...

went to eat at Sakae at Scape...

eat until damn full lo...

wahahaha...

had super lotsa fun!! =)

den went to watch movie with Boon , Lam, Kai Lun, and Kelvin...

too bad the two JTs cant make it coz Jing Ting have to go back m'sia...

so Justin have to acc her...

watched Tron... in 3D...

very naise siol!!!!

after that went back home...

25/12, Friday, Christmas!!!! :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!! ^^

went out with Liu Yue, Kai Lun, Justin, Kelvin and Zi Wei...

too bad that Boon cant come~~ LOL... =p

went to play pool at checkpoint...

1st time playing pool...

so fun...

hehes...

reali have to thanks all the guys for teaching me how to play...

after that went to astons to eat....

but kelvin and zw have to leave...

so left 4 of us...

den called daphne to join us..

hehes...

went to cine after dinner then rented a movie to watch...

so fun lo...

and daphne's reaction to all the gross scene of the movie was damn funni!!!!

hehes...

after that trained home...

reached home at 12...

wahahhaa... =p

love it lots...

LOL... =p

26/12, saturday

neva go out todae...

spent damn lot over the past two days ald...

now damn damn broke...

slacked at home the whole dae watching hk drama with mama...

hehes..

don feel like doing any work sia...

but have to do some preparation for tmr project meeting... =(

so shall blog till here ba...

reali need to go and do project ald la...

writtern @9:59 PM

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

is this the right thing that i should be doing now?

is it the right decision that i am making?

is this right for me to be doing this?

OMG~~ damn confused now la!!! ='(

all of this is too sudden ald...

and the thing is that u are not ard...

when this somehow concerns u...

dono if it is a good thing or a bad thing for u to not be ard currently...

ur absent is not helping me in making the decision...

haiz...

what should i do? =(

i don want to hurt u....

but sometimes... some things are out of my control...

i cant keep on waiting forever....

it's not like i don wanna wait for u...

but the thing is i don even know what ur feelings towards me exactly is... =(

haiz.... ='(

writtern @8:26 PM

Monday, December 13, 2010

ITB CT finally over ald le!!!

hehes... =p

one down~~~

left with one more macroeconomics to go on fri...

todae not gonna study..

hehes... =p

shall start studying oni tmr....

todae will be 'off' dae for me!!

hehes...

now currently at RP....

crapping all the way and wasting time with friends...

DANIEL BOON, KAI LUN, ZW, KELVIN, DANIEL LAM, SI JIE, CHRISTINE, JING TING, JUSTIN, and SAN CHANG....

(as requested by daniel boon... im supposed to write down all their names~~

wahahaha... )

hehes... so long neva spent time lidat with friends ald...

hehes... =p

like it like it!!! =)

writtern @2:07 PM

Sunday, December 12, 2010

after knowing u for so long ald...

the only thing that we always did was to sms....

but ytd was the first time we talked over the phone!!!

happy~~~ hehes... =p

and it was u that called me!!! ^^

and we talked for almost half an hour...

hehes... =p

didnt even expected this to happen after so long...

but it did!!

totally made my dae~~

i know it is not good and even wrong for me to get so ridiculously happy over this...

coz its not good for me...

but i cant help it...

it wrong for me to be falling so deep into the pit...

especially when i don even know wat is ur feeling towards me~~~

but was reali happy...

that phone call was totally unexpected...

at an unexpected time oso...

hehes... =p

the moment i saw ur name on the caller ID when u called me...

my heart like totally stop for a moment... before it started to flutter inside me...

hehes... XD

okies... i shall stop being obsessed with something that has past...

and should go and study for ITB...

or should i say go dating with my darling ITB as i have ald declared my love for it in the previous post... LOL... =.=!!

hehes... =p

but i seriously hope he will call me again lo... XD

but i shall not have to much hope or anticipation for it la...

let nature take its course...

因为期望越大失望就越大... XD

writtern @4:28 PM

ITB!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!

#$%^&*_)(*&^%!!!!

nothing is going into my brain...

think i'm gonna fail tmr le la...

(T_T)

haiz....

okie... i shall stop complaining abt ITB...

shall try to go and study instead...

ITB i love you!!!

i'm gonna try to love you!!

to try and fall in love with u!!

at least i will be in love with u until the end of this semester...

hehes...

so plz love me back and let me pass....

my GPA is ald in a mess...

plz don worsen it anymore!!!

i desperately wanna pull up my GPA!!!

so love me back will u?

it hard for me to be loving u or trying to love u when u don even love me...

hehes...

we shall get along well with each other okies??

hehes... =p

i will try and understand u better and u will love me back for all the effort that i'm putting in...

into our relationship...

though our relationship will only last for a few months...

until march...

but i promise i will be true to u...

so treat me well plz....

hehes... =p

LOL!!!

I SOUND LIKE A DESPO!!!

HEHES...

BUT IS TRUE LA!!!

IMMA DESPO TO PASS MY ITB!!!

HEHES....

IMMA DESPO TO PULL UP MY GPA GRADE!!!

WAHHAHA... =P

okies..

i shall stop blogging and sound like a despo ald...

writtern @4:17 PM

Saturday, December 11, 2010

ITB is reali testing my limit la!!!

ARGH!!!

hehes...

seriously hate itb...

don even know a single shit that it is talking abt..

die la..

lidat mondae how to go and sit for the exam...

sian ar!!

hope that by tmr i can understand some of the things ba...

i reali need to pull up my GPA grade la!!!!

now heading out with mama to have dinner le...

mama neh cook todae...

hehes... =p

writtern @5:46 PM

Thursday, December 9, 2010

this is freaking sian...

common test on monday and i haven even started studying for it...

wts~~

and i don even have the mood to study for anything lo...

sian ar~~~

has taken a break from working since the start of this week...

to study and prepare for common test and also to chiong projects after CTs...

so gonna take break for at least a month...

wahahaha...

shiok!!

no need work...

LOL... =p

think i start studying from tmr ba... now oso too late to start studying ald..
so late liaox... wahahaha... =p

oso going to slp soon le...

hehes... =p

writtern @11:42 PM

WHAT IS WRONG WITH U!!!

WHAT EXACTLY IS UR FUCKING PROBLEM WITH ME!!!

ASSHOLE!!

ARGH!!!

i was only talking on the phone with my friend wat...

not like i was doing something bad...

wat's wrong with talking for 2 hours on the phone with my bestie??!!?!

it's not like i always do that...

do u even have any idea how long it has been since i call a friend...

to call a friend to reali talk and catch up??!!?

u don even understand me!!

and there u are nagging at me just coz im talking for almost 2 hours...

then wat abt bro??

he is always doing it...

and all u ever does is just tell him to hang up quickly...

and towards me u keep nagging like nobody's business...

like im just for u to vent anger or something like that!!

i know u dote on boys more than girls la...

but u don have to be so obvious de!!! I ALD KNOW IT!!!

F!!!

and i is use house phone to call lo....

at least it is not that exp than me calling from my hp and talking for 2 hours...

and guess wat!!!

bro is always CALL USING HIS HP!!!

MUCH MUCH MORE EXPENSIVE OKIES!!!!

WAT THE FUCK!!!!

and u don nag him come nag me!!

whr the logic man...

it's been a long time since i felt so irritated by u ald...

been so long since i reali feel like throwing a temper at u ald...

plz don let me turn back to the old serene...

the serene that reali hate home...

the serene that reali dislike u...

the serene that reali hate bro.... (i ald hate him now... so no diff... but maybe u could maintain it at this and not make me hate him even more than how i hate him now!! )

the serene that reali hate the family...

the serene that will give anything just to get away from this home...

so plz....

i begging...reali....

i had i reali hard time getting rid of all these negative feelings...

to get rid of those hatred towards home...to be wat i am now...

all i want is for me to stay as how i am now~~

to be loving u and liking this family...

to be able to return home everyday after sch willingly unlike last time where i have to literally forced myself to go home or to go home oni when i have run out of places to go...

reali cant stand the way u want to control me at times...

u have to control everything!!

even the friends that i am making!!!

how ridiculous!!!

ALL I WANT IS A PEACEFUL LIFE WITH THE AMOUNT OF FREEDOM THAT I DESERVE AS A TEENAGER... NOTHING MORE THAN THAT...

I'M FINE IF U WANNA CONTROL ME!! CONTROL MY LIFE!! U CONTROL FREAK!!

BUT AT LEAST GIVE ME SOME FREEDOM CAN??

THE FREEDOM THAT I DESERVE AT THE VERY LEAST!!

THAT'S ALL I'M ASKING FROM U!!

writtern @12:35 PM

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

TIRED TTM ARH!!!!

ARGH!!!

projects are depriving me of all my beauty slp that i seriously need alot now..

pimples are all over my face la! getting uglier each day...

sianz...

tons of projects waiting for me to do... and common test in 2 more weeks time...

think i wanna die ald la... =(

aiya~~ i think if i gt time to do blogging... i better use the time to slp ba...

so i shall go slp ald...

hehes...=p

writtern @10:59 PM