is it the right decision that i am making?

is this right for me to be doing this?

OMG~~ damn confused now la!!! ='(

all of this is too sudden ald...

and the thing is that u are not ard...

when this somehow concerns u...

dono if it is a good thing or a bad thing for u to not be ard currently...

ur absent is not helping me in making the decision...

haiz...

what should i do? =(

i don want to hurt u....

but sometimes... some things are out of my control...

i cant keep on waiting forever....

it's not like i don wanna wait for u...

but the thing is i don even know what ur feelings towards me exactly is... =(

haiz.... ='(