i was only talking on the phone with my friend wat...

not like i was doing something bad...

wat's wrong with talking for 2 hours on the phone with my bestie??!!?!

it's not like i always do that...

do u even have any idea how long it has been since i call a friend...

to call a friend to reali talk and catch up??!!?

u don even understand me!!

and there u are nagging at me just coz im talking for almost 2 hours...

then wat abt bro??

he is always doing it...

and all u ever does is just tell him to hang up quickly...

and towards me u keep nagging like nobody's business...

like im just for u to vent anger or something like that!!

i know u dote on boys more than girls la...

but u don have to be so obvious de!!! I ALD KNOW IT!!!

F!!!

and i is use house phone to call lo....

at least it is not that exp than me calling from my hp and talking for 2 hours...

and guess wat!!!

bro is always CALL USING HIS HP!!!

MUCH MUCH MORE EXPENSIVE OKIES!!!!

WAT THE FUCK!!!!

and u don nag him come nag me!!

whr the logic man...

it's been a long time since i felt so irritated by u ald...

been so long since i reali feel like throwing a temper at u ald...

plz don let me turn back to the old serene...

the serene that reali hate home...

the serene that reali dislike u...

the serene that reali hate bro.... (i ald hate him now... so no diff... but maybe u could maintain it at this and not make me hate him even more than how i hate him now!! )

the serene that reali hate the family...

the serene that will give anything just to get away from this home...

so plz....

i begging...reali....

i had i reali hard time getting rid of all these negative feelings...

to get rid of those hatred towards home...to be wat i am now...

all i want is for me to stay as how i am now~~

to be loving u and liking this family...

to be able to return home everyday after sch willingly unlike last time where i have to literally forced myself to go home or to go home oni when i have run out of places to go...