shall do a quick one tonight...
wanna slp ald...
tired liaox...
hehes...
went to derrick hoh de campus concert at NP todae with suyu!!
so high lo..
lols...
first time going to such event...
hehes.. =p
derrick really very cute and shuai la!!
i'm still drooling over him la!!
LOLx... =/
me and suyu with our tix!! :D
anw went to vivien de hse todae after sch...
then she gt two dogs mah...
wah!! den when me and suyu enter her hse hor..
her two dogs keep barking at us lo..
i scared TTM sia...
although i like dogs la...
but i oso scared of them de lo...
somemore i oso never have a dog as pet b4...
haix...
T_T
den when we eating the dogs keep come sniff at me and stare at me lo... scared siol...
after lunch at vivien de hse jiu went over to suyu de hse...
her dog quieter than vivien de dogs... hehes...
but her yoyo keep sniffing at me lo....
suyu says is coz i gt gigi and snowy de smell on me...
but yoyo not so scary la...
at least i dare to pat pat her...
hehes.... =p
feel so embarrass and sad lo...
that i have to show this side of me that even i had it myself to my friends... =(
to show them the side of me that is scared of something... =(
i can be strong in other things..
like to not cry or hold back my tears even in the worse possible situation...
but i really cant control my fear...
some more is for such a small things...
sadded... T.T
hate it hate it!!
hate myself even more!! ='(
讨厌在朋友的面前把这么脆弱的我显示出来....
有时就连我都很讨厌我自己...