weird that i should dream of him...

and in the dream everything was so sweet...

exactly wat i have been longing for... =(

everything was over between the two of us since sec one where i foolishly said the wrong thing that should have been kept silent to him...

so why did i still dream of him?

afterall its been almost 5 years and i have never once dreamt of u...

so y now should u appear in my dreams...

its not like i can run back to u and change everything between us...

at least not anymore..

should i have dreamt of u last time when everything had juz happen, maybe, only maybe, i could have change the fate of the two of us...

gave each of us a chance... a chance to start a fairytale that i would never regret...

it makes no sense for me to go back and tell u those words that i have always wanted to tell u...

those three little words that could have change our fate...

ok... i think i over-reacting abit...

fancy getting emo after a stupid dream of a guy that i used to crush upon like almost 5 years ago??!?!?!

wat on earth is wrong with me...

lols...

i think its oso my bro ba...

hate staying at home with him!!

super irritating siol!

so i think should be me feeling irritated and reckless which is why i am acting like a total emo kid now~~ hehes... =p

anw 5 years is a long enough time for me...

being the Serene Ho that i am...

if i had really wanted to do something to save everything... i would have done it ald...

otherwise no use regretting now... =)

and i can proudly say that i reali did tried to savage the situation back then...

so i have totally no regrets abt the outcome of the situation now... hehes... :D

life's too short for us to have any regrets and to keep looking back at the past...

instead, we should live happily to the fullest every single dae!!!

SMILE UR BRIGHTEST SMILE EVERYDAE!! :D