but this post is actually for last week de

just that i didn't had the time to post..

hence changed the date abit...

lols..

it's just impossible for me to reali fall for u despite the short time since i have known u..

but somehow i did..

i only managed to know you for a week

perhaps it was during the period that we kept sms-ing that i fell through that defense of mine for u..

i didn't knew it then..

not when we were sms-ing so much each day..

but somehow when the messages stopped coming in suddenly did i realised how much i have fell for u..

at first i have thought that it is coz i have just gotten so used to texting u and receiving u texts each day...

but when i just couldn't seem to get over the fact that u are not talking to me anymore did i realise it..

:(

when we had the appsno gathering on tue..

when u didn't reall talked to me...

i reali felt bad..

idk y...

perhaps it's reali that sign to tell myself that i had ald fallen for u... and hard..

but i know that we are totally from two different worlds and there is no way for us to be tgt..

i just have to accept this fact and try to move on...