but the sad part is that i have actually been going back to sch for most of the days for project meetings..

damn sian de lo!!

mon to wed go back for project meeting..

only thurs stayed at home..

then fri gt ACF presentation..

sat rot at home again.. lols..

then todae still have to go back sch for project meeting!

wth!

who else goes back to sch on a sunday to do project...

i think only my grp lo..

HAHA! =p

common test is coming and i am so not studying lo!!

i seriously should just go bang wall die! haha! =p

i should start studying ald lo..

its's less than a week away...

i reali wanna get a good GPA sia!

i wanna pull up my damn ridiculously low GPA la!!

have been sleeping alot more than usual these days..

have no idea why..

perhaps is my way of trying to escape from the world...

to protect myself from the hurt that i have been getting lately...

a way of escaping from the pain and sufferings that i have been going through lately...

in both family and relationships...

even if it is just momentarily... just the few hours that i am unconscious...

but still.. it is a break-free from those pain

to be able to forget everything

to not be able to think or remember anything at all

it's a moment of freedom in a sense for me

have also been acting like an autistic child at home these days...

seriously dono why i dont feel like talking anymore at home now...

only opening my mouth to answer question when been asked with one..

or to just say something that is needed

and nth more... :/

just gonna shut myself out from the world as best as i could

maybe this is the only way i can protect myself now..