hate it max la!!

being women is so damn mafan!!

coz of this oso have to cancel plans with my fav zabor to go jog...

no way u could ask me to jog when imma in this state with my stomach cramping and being so uneasy and all the shitty stuff going on...

which also means one session of gossiping time gone with her ald la!!

sadded much!

lols.. =p

felt so much better after gulping down the hot and pipping milo that i made myself for myself...

despite this seriously hot and humid weather nowadays...

HAHA! :D

almost scalded my tongue lo..

hehes.. =p

but the warmth in my stomach is so smoothing and relaxing...

don mind sweating just to drink it and make myself feel better :)

have been suffering the whole day in sch ald lo...

so thought that the uneasiness of my stomach was due to the milk that i drank in the morning for breakfast until vivien reminded me of the possibility of the other outcome...

which turns out to be the truth..

lols..

think shall turn in to my bed and slp now...

before this nice and comfortable feeling wears off and i have to start rolling in my bed again...

then cmf cant slp le...

then DIE!!! haha! :D

nights nights!!

hope there would be sweet dreams tonight...

haven been dreaming when slping for quite some time ald... =p

rotting at home...

boring max...

no feel to do hw...

wasting my life away at the moment...

feel like going to slp again...

waiting for mama to come home with my lunch...

waiting for my mcspicy meal...

mummy, where are you? and my lunch?

lols...

ok... seriously imma extremely kinda bored...

talking crap...

shall stop this nonsensical post...

just waste yet another 3 mins of my life...

like wth..

i think i screw up my body clock like again...

no surprise since it's this is like always happening..

HAHA! :D

but i think imma gonna be screwed when sch reopens next week...

cmf cant wake up and will be dozing off in lectures de lo!!

wahahaha! XD

shall try to slp early tmr le...

needa get my body clock back in order before sch starts again.. :)

sian.. tmr or rather later have project meeting again... :(

cmf will be like half asleep later on de lo..

project are so SUPER BORING!

wasted one whole day again...

i know right! lols..

and i still gt so many things haven do la!

only managed to finish up my ACF tutorials...

still left with my PMKT tutorial, PMKT project research with i totally have no idea wat to do..

and still gt my work report and LAM tutorial which the lecture is like taking forever to upload it to mel...

shit him ttm man! everytime oso last min upload de...

not that i will do way beforehand la...

but at least i will look through mah... =p

wah!! the mountain is piling up and imma still slacking here...

seriously deserve to be shot! HAHA! :D

OH!! totally forgot i still have a LAM common test in like 2 weeks time!

and i haven study! =.=

die!~

shall try to finish all the tutorials and research by tmr night ba..

then shall spend the weekends doing my work report and study at the same time..

like HOPEFULLY~~

i seriously never once get things done de lo..

even after i have planned everything..

everytime without fail will drag everything to the last min...

should seriously consider getting rid of this awful habit of mine sia!

otherwise cmf will die when exam comes... not that my results are exactly fantastic at the moment...

don even wanna think of it ar~~

shall go and drink some milk 1st then wash up and slp le!! haha!

LOLS!! :p

nights earth and earthlings!

and hello my LALA LAND!! and my dreams!! :)

lols...

irritating annoying and nuisance peeps that never fails to spoil my mood and throw me into my worse of the worse moods...

whether i'm happy or ald grumpy from my day...

mood spoiler la this people!

SUCKS LA!

crazy people that keep stopping me for doing things without reason...

want go jogging at night oso cant...

only know how to give ridiculous reason like later ppl catch me or something...

like HALO LA!!

it's only like freaking 8pm only!!

and is not like i'm going alone... ok la.. sometimes alone when i wanna go for extra days of jogging...

but still~~

ald told u is ard the neighbourhood wat...

ass sia!

if i don go in the night time then when u expect me to go.. in the morning or the afternoon meh?!

as if i don have sch lidat...

use ur brain la!

and stupid retard ass!

juz coz accidentally kick until ur bag then gimme stupid noise!

ASSHOLE la!

as if ur bag make of gold lidat!

one more time i will cut the damn bag!

shit u!

it's not even worth my time and energy to scold/ ask u go die...

come to think of it..

if u reali go die then i still have to face the reprimand of the mass people and take the blame..

and to tell the truth... U ARE NOT EVEN WORTH IT FOR ME TO DO ALL THIS...

i rather die myself this instance...

wont have to see anything.. feel anything.. hear anything...

i wont give a damn if u were to cry at my funeral if this day were to arrive..

seriously it wont even bother me if u never cry..

I DON CARE.. at least not anymore...

I DON GIVE A DAMN ABT THIS HOME ANYMORE...

i just cant be bothered..

keep on saying i getting rebellious and being more and more disrespectful to people right?

just wait until i turn 18..

when i am a semi adult and can do most things and decision on my own...

i 'll show u wat is the real rebellious and disrespectful if u want...

continue treating me this way and testing my limits...

you wont even know where i go next time...

don expect me to be so good to tell u where i'm going way beforehand and pick up ur calls when u wanna spot-check on me...

continue with everything la..

next time i wont even tell u whr i'm heading nor pick up ur calls if u wanna...

just try me...

i know imma gonna regret all of this that i have done and said in some point of my life next time when i grow older or something...

but i shall leave it to then to be remorseful and regret my actions and speech...

till then... imma not gonna care abt anything...

just gonna do wat i feel like and wat i wanna... for now...

and yes, i dreamt of you again last night.. or should i say this morning.. but i guess it works either way.. lol..

haven been dreaming of him for almost one week ald..

prolly coz of all the sucky projects that made me so tired to even dream..

or is it me thinking too much lately or the recent drama i have just finish watching that brought back the dream...

idk...

this time i dreamt of u holding my hands and it felt so real..

i could almost feel the warmness of your hand...

the softness of your skin...

it totally knocked of my breathe and made my heart skipped a beat...

but i also know it is a dream la..

stupid me for even believing that it was real in the first place...

nth would even happen between us in the first place de lo...

dumb brain of mine...

shall not think so much le la...

like wat i told vivien and suyu.. imma gonna be a nun le la!

not gonna think abt such things anymore..

not gonna like or crush on anybody le...

just gonna enjoy life as a single... hopefully... keeping my fingers crossed!! :)

bought my printer like finally! HA!

have been dragging for so long le lo...

happy much! :D

lols.. =p

went to buy it myself; alone..

kinda good and bad though...

good coz i can see slowly the options available for me w/o anybody breathing down my neck to hurry up...

bad coz i have to carry the thing home myself..

they gt provide trolley for the printer la...

so was kinda ok...

but was difficult boarding and alighting the bus la!

haha! and climbing the stairs was oso hard lo!

like heavy only sia the printer! but i managed to do it!!! :D

LOLOLOL!!! XD

too lazy to unpack the printer now..

shall do it tmr instead.. =p

helped jin hui bought her ipod shuffle just now oso... haha! :D

a huge depletion in my bank acc ald luh..

sians... :(

broke ald... shall start saving up ald luh!! haha! :D

managed to see the two plastic girls; Cherry and Hui Huan just now oso!!

talk for a super long time lo!! hehes... miss them lots lots!

esp the time when we were working tgt at the IT fair in March lo!! damn fun!! hehes... =p

then they oso pei me walk walk and go check the price of the ipod for my friend...

thanks girls!! love ya much much!! haha! :D

can take a lil break from studying :)

have been doing last min mugging as usual for the CT...

haha!

totally dont like this slackish attitude of mine lo..

always studying and cramping all the things last min the night before the paper...

but wat to do? this is just me! :)

HAHA! :D

hope i can do well for both the ACF and PMKT paper...

ACF is my most confident module ald lo..

if i dont do well this time for the CT, i think i can go bang wall ald lo... :(

as for PMKT, hope can do well ba...

but dono if all the things i crap for the question will be relevant anot...

haha!

think i went abit out of point oso lo..

but like nth to write le..

so anyhow crap and link here link there...

wahahaha!! :D

but sad that no definitions questions came out lo!

like spend so much time last night trying to memorize all the definitions of the different terms...

haha! :D

i wanna pull up my GPA real bad :(

haha!

have been slacking whole day at home today!!

study less then an hour jiu go slp...

like wth lo!

=p

end up i have been slping the whole dae

cant seem to concentrate at home and in the day time lo...

think i can only study at night lo..

RAWR!!

HAHA!! :D

shall try to study later after dinner ba...

slp so much ald still so tired..

think gt something wrong with me lo!

shall try to finish reading at least two chapters of the PMKT de tb later!!

PMKT U ARE DEAD LATER!!

WAHAHAHAHA!! :D

lols.. =.=!

was suppose to be a gathering to meet muthu coz he going aussie soon le..

but sadly sch ended late...

so by the time i gt thr he had to leave ald... :(

then waited for zw to reach while we went to buy tix for movie x-men 1st class...

awesome show!! haha! love it max!! XD

dinner-ed at just acia after buying tix..

then went plaza sing de arcarde...

wanted to play actually de...

but in the end went to take neoprints...

haha!

then camwhored with my phone inside the neoprint booths!!

haha! :D

like fun only lo!!

nobody thr someone...

machiam we own the place lidat..

was laughing so hard while camwhoring...

haven had such a good laugh for a long time ald!

camwhore had to stop cause movie starting ald...

train-ed home after movie...

then thr was this person that was drunk in the same cabin with me, zw and tkl...

then suddenly he puked sia!!

gross max only!

then me and zw offered them some tissues...

haha! we are good kids!!

LOLS!! =p

they alighted at the next stop but the cabin reeked of the red wine he drank la!!

haha!

eww~~ :/

but still...

THANKS GUYS FOR THE WONDERFUL NIGHT YTD!!

U ALL ROCKS!! :D