felt so much better after my previous post..
prolly coz i have finally spoken out what have been bugging me for years ald.. :)
was able to act normal at home nowadays and talk abit more rather than being like an autistic child... =p
have been trying to forget you but....
yea.. anybody could have guessed it...
i failed.. yet again...
just two days ago i dreamt abt u... and that is so not helping me...
for the rest of that day i can only keep thinking abt u... :(
me and my retard brain...