spoiling my mood as always...

but somehow all this crap is no gonna take me down in life..

at least not for now for the time being... :)

its not like i purposely came home late and bath late today...

how would i know that u would even be late today?

as if i gt some kind of psychic power lidat! HA!

if so i think i prolly wont needa study and score a prefecrt GPA of 4 ald lo!

HAHA! :D

ridiculous people lo!

then come blame me..

assholes sia!

was also asking mama abt internship for next year..

dono if i should go for local or overseas...

then somehow she said i ald going for OIP ald...

is ald 5 weeks...

then say wat will make her worry for 5 weeks... asked me not to let her do this kinda thing again so asked me to go for local instead...

for lo...

then after that she said wat i 5 weeks without her sure become anyhow one...

like wts la!!

say until machiam without her i will turn into some kinda monster or loss women lidat!

machiam i will go do illegal stuff or something!

shit ass la!

since this is how she thinks then fine lo!!

and sister had to piss me off with her ridiculous behaviour...

FINE!! MY MIND'S SET!!

I SHALL GO FOR OVERSEAS INTERNSHIP IF I COULD!!!

HOPE I CAN GET A CHANCE FOR OVERSEAS INTERNSHIP!

sick of nonsense ald...

like seriously...

after OIP cmf all my savings will be used up de...

but i still have one more semester before year 3 internship...

so gonna chiong work during sem 2 to save up for an overseas internship if possible!! :D

don think overseas internship is a bad idea la...

besides getting away from home...

i can get to enjoy the pace of life in the another country!!

something that i have always wanted to experience!! :D

seems FUN!!

but thing is will i get homesick?

haha!

coz still i have lived in Singapore for so long...

the internship is one whole sem.. meaning almost 6 months...

hmmm...

shall find out this answer when i go for my OIP..

HAHA!

then shall decided again if i reali wanna overseas internship or not again ba.. =p

wts!

and my brother is tempting me to play!

wat kind of brother is this lo...

instead of asking the sister to concentrate and finish up her work...

he is encouraging her to play with him...

lousy brother la!!

but i like!! lols... =p

if he is not acting like this then is not my bro ald lo!

XD

perhaps that just us... =p

haha! but the sad thing is i caught nth of wat the lecturer was saying juz now...

like absolutely nothing at all la!!

she talk so fast like she machiam going to catch a flight lidat! lols...

i rather she talk slightly slower and end the class like 30 mins earlier than one hour la!

at least i could have learnt and understand abit more of this hopeless module... :(

so now slacking at the moment with one hour to spare before tutorial starts at 11...

sian max...

think i should grab this chance for a short nap...

seriously tired till wanna die ald!

feel like doing work report or studying for LAM or BCOMM but no mood...

and don feel like doing when friends are around...

lols...

being me, i think i rather prefer doing these things at my own time without people knowing or looking or seeing me...

lols!

haha! :D

i think that i just me ba...

realised in the recent years that i would rather prefer doing things alone and without people knowing that i have even done something...

lols...

absolutely talking crap right here now...

shall go random other places and grab a nap if possible ba!

HAHA!

till then~ :)