come to think of it..
it feels weird that u came and talked to me so suddenly on msn ytd night after like so long...
but it kind of felt good in a way...
haven talk to u in ages..
kind of miss ur voice in a weird way..
the last time i rmb hearing ur voice was when u call during my birthday and wished me...
wondering if u would do the same thing again this year?
crap~~
why am i even entertaining such thoughts...
it's unhealthy for me..
and aren't i supposed to have gotten over everything?
it was all a history... WAS... no more in the present...
weird... seriuosly weird for me to have this kind of feeling...
after all, counting back it has been slightly more than a year since we ...... ...
nah... i think imma crazy from lack of slp..
shall hit the sack now...
don think too much... (yea something that i tell myself always but somehow they never seemed to work... over active brain.. always making up the impossible scenarios...)
