just when i thought i could handle things.. shit have to happen again!

just when i thought i could just endure it through...

for another half a semester now and one final semester after internship with them shit has to happen...

I OFFICIALLY DECLARED THAT ALL OF UR ARE NOT MY FRIENDS ANYMORE!

i know none of them would see this but idc... its better like this even i think...

at least i can act like there nth wrong and pretend around u guys...

all i want now is for sch to end...

to not see any of ur anymore..

to end on a good note and not a bad and awkward one...

that's all i ask now... to be able to pretend... :)

what im fuming is the fact that ur judge me juz coz of that one incident...

that one time where i had to miss the meeting which ur told me so late...

that ur wanted so close to the deadline..

so it ended up that i did nth for that project.. and ur are unhappy with me?

is it my fault? like seriously!

ur wanted to changed the whole thing the last min... was it my fault that ur wanted something so big and so ambitious?

and when u realised that things are not working out and wanted to change so last min.. i couldnt meet and ur are unhappy with me?

whatever.. i simply don care anymore!

but blaming people is simply too tiring.. exhausting..

i might as well blame myself..

maybe i wasnt the best grp mate for u guys..

yea.. i am too sloppy in my work.. never be able to meet ur standards...

im just not that bright and not fast as u guys are..

prolly ur did a good decision casting me out...

whatever is it...

I SIMPLY DON GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE..

ur made me hate myself...

ur were never my friends...

never been able to understand me..

but thanks for all the good times together IN THE PAST

appreciated much..

i think the only thing that i would regret of poly life was getting into wrong clique...
ur were never from my kind of world..

itd just the whole world and me now i guess.. :)

I WILL SURVIVE IT THROUGH EVEN WITHOUT UR..

i don even give a damn to my grades anymore la..

since im not going to uni after poly... and private uni oso don need to look at results de..

so who cares?

for all i know i can even just drop out of sch right now.. immediately when i feel like it... :)

but still thanks for making my grade look reasonable... thanks :)

so that's it..

i don need a bunch of friends that treat me like dust.. like im not worth it...

all i need is one friend that knows me well...

and im thankful to God that i have a few of the latter...

jin hui, boon, tkl, and justin!! :D

we are so close that we can talk anything to each other! haha! :D

although it sometimes make me wanna puke blood talking to that siao zabor!! haha! XD

u guys are awesome! :D

friends for life!! :D