in school but decided to pon classes..
damn ridiculous can
not even intending to attend lecture..
getting from bad to worse..
last week still will attend lecture..
only pon tutorial..
now totally pon-ing all the lessons..
hopefully is only today..
monday blues.. :(
dont even know what i thinking oso..
reach sch ald still want to pon class...
but go ald oso wont listen..
might as well find one corner and slp sua..
anw later still gt project consultation with teacher..
then still gt project meeting after!
hopefully then damn fucking annoying teacher dont comment alot on our report la!
keep making us change here and there and change back to what it was originally can then change again!!
cb la!
better don comment alot alot and make us redo the thing again!
i just want project meeting to end early and go home die...
still gt presentation on wed and i haven prepare how to say
aiya!
reali dono WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME LA!
cant be bothered ald..
can pass jiu pass...
if fail then so be it la..
totally like begging to fail..
and i don even understand why im behaving like these..
FUCK LA!
i need somewhere to vent :(
the fact the dear is like ignoring me is not helping oso :(
woke up this morning....
ar! sua!
dowan say!
irritated!!
don even know what im doing now!
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!! ........
no feel do work...
shall go and watch my running man instead!
fucking long no watch ald la!
need some of their craziness to make me laugh..
I. NEED. TO. BE. NUMB.
I. WANT. TO. BE. NUMB.
EVEN. IF. IT. IS. TEMPORARY.
