So hard to gain trust?
All I need is for him to trust me. :(
What I did was because I respected him
I wanted him to know what I'm doing
I could have simply not tell him anything. As if he would know if I didn't tell him.
But no. I told him still.
Y? Coz I wanted to be truthful.
To let him know what I was doing and who I was with.
Even though I knew that there's a chance that he might get jealous or whatever he's feeling now
But I did it anyway.
Because I knew he deserve my truthfulness.
I always believe in being truthful to your other half in a relationship.
To trust each other.
To prove yourself and allow the other one to trust you.
The basic for all relationship.
So I did it.
And was I wrong to do it?
My wrong assumption again? :(
Seriously super angsty now!
Not so much of hate but reali don like when people doubt my trust in them and truthfulness towards them.
As if its easy for me to be totally truthful to people!
So not!
Not after u have been backstab for countless number of times!
Fuck!
Can hear the pounding of my heart ringing in my ears sia! Damn!
Need to chill!
Argh!
