No idea how to start..
No idea how to approach..
Because truth is I myself oso dono what I want, what to do, how to do..
烦啊!!
It has to be now..
Like I said.. I have dragged it for too long..
I don't want to allow myself to drag all this for anymore longer.
Coz I don't know when will I have such chance and courage u call it? to face this upfront. =x
Argh!!
Point is... How la??? To start?! :(
These kind of things are never my forte to start with. =x
I'm those kind of person that will choose to keep quiet and hope things will just go away by itself. :(
Yeah.. I know it's a super bad method of handling things but that's just me like it or not.
But maybe.. Just maybe.. Not this time.
Time to face everything.
Whether I like it or not.
I.NEED.TO.TALK.THINGS.OUT.
I need my answer(s).
I can't put my faith on those something unknown like the song that is on my playlist now.
I can't live on such sweet nothing.
Not that there's anymore to start with.
How long has it been ald.
I've lost track ald.
Plus I need to know what he thinks and feels..
How long has it been since we actually reali spent time tgt? Tell me more about it.
It's always his... Not that I expect him to put me first always but sometimes at least?
I may seem okay with things. Yeah I mean I also know not to expect too much.
But hey.. I'm a girl afterall. I also want to be treated like a princess sometimes. No?
The way he doesn't look at me straight and touch me like before...
It's just.. Idk how to put it.. Breaking me up inside mentally..
I really don't know what he thinks and feels now.
And it's driving me nuts!!
I've to get my thoughts back and organized.
As much as I don't want I have to force myself to do it.
People are telling me the same thing. But there's the reason why I'm still holding on.
But that can't be the only reason.
I need concrete reasons.
Not like this.
Even if I have to force myself to do it. :(
