off on a wednesday!!
hahaha!
slept a good 12 hours! :)
so long since i had a proper off like this :)
so much on my mind and to think about..
dont even know how or where to start..
which explains why i haven been blogging lately..
the mental struggle..
for both that and this and all.. =x
its time i do smth..
has been dragging for too long ald..
and i dont think it should go on this way..
its not good for anyone..
i need my answers..
not all.. coz i know i wont get them..
but at least those that i need to know..
enough for me to think things through..
waiting like this is just like waiting for the rain in a drought..
not knowing when things are gonna happen..
not knowing when he will be back.. to have him back again..
not that i mind..
not the waiting part at least..
if i mind waiting then i wont have hanged on for so long right?
what i mind is the fact that I DON'T KNOW what im waiting for...
like totally no idea..
just when i thought things were over it has to happen again..
and how many times will such situation happen?
i reali dono..
sometimes reali feel like have like no have..
not around when i needed someone to acc, to talk to or just him to be ard..
frustrated!!!
heading back to sch later to collect my cert since im off on a weekday..
hahha! :D
dinner tonight with all the lovelies from the Bay!! :D
started out with only a small dinner with Carol and the new girl and it turns out to be a gathering of the Bay!
haha! :D
gonna have to prepare ald!
late le! haha! :D
leaving it like this is not gonna be of any use...
even if its gonna hurt..
