?serene's life?

Sunday, July 28, 2013

Long awaited off day.

Slept at 3am last night and woke up at 2pm.

Talk about what a sleepy head I am.

Lol.

Ate my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner at 4..

Mum cooked too much sides to go along with the rice.

What a rare thing.

But meant that I have more food to choose and eat. Hahah!

Went back to nap after meal all the way until 7 plus.

Cleared off the remaining of the food from afternoon's meal. As usual. Always the one that has to finish off all the food that nobody can finish. -.-

Caught up on two episodes of my tv drama and here I am again on my bed.

And that pretty sums up my off day.

What a boring one I know.

But oh well... Hahaha!

But I still can't get enough of my slp. :(

Must be the bad habitual sleeping habit of mine again.

Time to hit the sack again.

Morning tmr after so long.

But afternoon shift back again on tue.

Seriously. Third consecutive week of afternoon shift.

Oh. And I have to head back to Sch again tmr to collect my stuff.

What a chore. =x

Time to slp again.

What a sleep-filled day! Lols! -.-

writtern @11:52 PM

Saturday, July 27, 2013

The Internet at home is seriously pissing me off.

Keep disconnecting. -.-

Wanted to blog about so much things and rant.

Don't know where to start now oso. =x

Shall use the time while on the bus to rant instead sua.

Can't believe how incredibly tired I am these days.

Can't even wakeup in the morning and let alone work for the few extra bucks at housekeeping. :(

The habitual sleeping regardless of whether I'm actually really tired or not at any time of the day is back again.

Which explains why I'm so tired and slpy all the time now.

Bad sign bad sign.. Just means that I'm ...

And I can't control it.

Lets just hope it will go off or get better.

But seriously working between two departments at the same time is no easy thing as well.

Super tired for the past week where I have been trying to earn the extra bucks at housekeeping.

Think I'm torturing my body way too much these days.

Hmm... =x

And today marks the 9th month of us.

Don't know if he remembers..

But at the situation we are in now I guess any wishing are not in order..

Dreamt last night.

Such a rare thing.

Woke up with tears in my eyes and the feeling of wanting to cry.

But that's when I realized that I dreamt of him.

Grateful that I can still remember the dream.

Was kind of angry when the alarm woke me up from it. Lol.

But I can't help it can I..

Not when everything seems so right in that dream.

Not good.

Never good.

At these.

Learning. Trying. And getting demoralized with each minute.

I miss him.

I miss us.

writtern @12:16 AM

Saturday, July 13, 2013

The only time like this that I allow myself to think of this topic and things.

Death.

The thought of my loved ones leaving me.

How fragile life can be.

One can be alive and joking with you and the next they are gone.

Just like this.
The person that you may have love and care about so much.
The person that may have meant the whole world to you.
And in the blink of an eye they are gone.

No longer around. Anymore. Forever.

You can no longer see them, touch them, talk to them, joke with them, play with them.

No more. Nothing.

All you can do is just to miss them.
In all the ways that you can find.

Silently missing them in your heart, crying out loud when you miss them, cry yourself to sleep while missing them, staring at the photograph taken long time back remembering and reminiscing that moment back then.
That's about as much as it goes.

There's no way for you to make up for any of the mistakes you did to them.

No way to undo any regrets and guilt you have towards them.

Nothing can be done.

They can only live in your heart.

Until your heart stops beating. Or maybe not.

I may not be close to the family but to ask me not to feel sad about it is impossible.

Afterall he's still part of my family.

Attending his funeral last night has got me thinking so much.
Should really learn how to treat people right and treasure them while I can.
Always have been a lazy person that don't take the initiative to reach out to people.
Even those that mean so much to me. My own family. That special someone. My friends and buddies.
Should really start learning how to treat people right.
Should no longer stay in my comfort zone and instead move out.

I'm sorry I can't be there to send you on the last of your journey today. Please go in peace and leave no worries behind 1st uncle.

You will be missed.

writtern @2:01 AM

Monday, July 8, 2013

fresh and clean after a nice shower!!

hahah!! :D

no more sweaty and sticky feeling! =p

ate my medicine and applied the medicated cream..

waiting for the effects of the meds to kick in only!!

stupid rashes-like thing all over my body!
arms, legs, back, feet and everywhere la!! :(

itch like nobody's business!

and most of my skin are tore ald luh! =x

scratch too hard and too much non-stop scratching.. =x

needa control and tahan!!

cant scratch anymore!! =x

supposed to work double shift but manager released me at 8pm coz I've settled most of the things ald!

hahaha!! :D

less OT money but more time to slp..

hahah!! :D

otherwise back to back sia!

not like i cant wakeup la..

but who wont want more slp time! esp for a pig like me! =p

work was not so much of busy but more of alot of things to be done..

lols! hahaa!! :D

but kinda fun and relax at the same time la..

all the managers didnt come and bother me while i sat in the office and hog onto the manager's computer and do my group..

hahah! :D

80plus rooms eh! hahah!! :D

happily sit outside the restaurant in the morning to 'register' the people and their luggage.. =p

then went to sit in the office and use Nasir's code only coz im too lazy to log into my own code..

HAHAHA!! :D

afternoon comes all the work and labour!

moving of all the luggages! =x

became so sweaty and uncomfortable that i cant be bothered to wear the scarf! =p

then when to cut the key cards inside office as well..

gt aircon.. at least my rashes gt abit better then.. at least they stop itching for awhile..

hahah!! :D

okokie! time to head to bed! =p

super tired! dozing off ald.. =x

slpt only two hours last night coz i lost track of time when using the com last night!

LOL!!

IKR!!

super fail!! hahhaa!! :D

seriously last warning sia the rashes!!

stop itching la!!

okokie!!

shall not think about it or feel it!

time to slp! =p

please get better soon!

or better recover fully and be GONE!! hahaha!! :D

writtern @11:07 PM

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

opps!! so late ald?
still thought of blogging before bed! haha! :D
but nope! not when im on morning shift tmr! hah! :D
oh well.. shall do it when i get back home from work tmr then!
so blogging about my trip shall have to put on hold until tmr~ =p
hahahah!! :D
and idk why im still happily typing on and on and on..
so much for wanting to head to bed early!!
nonsense!!
hahahha!! :D
okies la!!
shall head to bed now!!
stupid cramp is so freaking uncomfortable and annoying la! :(
can i have someone to rub my tummy until i fall aslp? =x
haix!!
hate cramps!!
annoying little thing!! hmph!!
lol.. -.-

writtern @11:48 PM