Keep disconnecting. -.- 

Wanted to blog about so much things and rant. 

Don't know where to start now oso. =x 

Shall use the time while on the bus to rant instead sua. 

Can't believe how incredibly tired I am these days. 

Can't even wakeup in the morning and let alone work for the few extra bucks at housekeeping. :( 

The habitual sleeping regardless of whether I'm actually really tired or not at any time of the day is back again. 

Which explains why I'm so tired and slpy all the time now. 

Bad sign bad sign.. Just means that I'm ... 

And I can't control it. 

Lets just hope it will go off or get better. 

But seriously working between two departments at the same time is no easy thing as well. 

Super tired for the past week where I have been trying to earn the extra bucks at housekeeping. 

Think I'm torturing  my body way too much these days. 

Hmm... =x 

And today marks the 9th month of us. 

Don't know if he remembers..

But at the situation we are in now I guess any wishing are not in order.. 

:( 

Dreamt last night. 

Such a rare thing. 

Woke up with tears in my eyes and the feeling of wanting to cry. 

But that's when I realized that I dreamt of him. 

Grateful that I can still remember the dream. 

Was kind of angry when the alarm woke me up from it. Lol. 

But I can't help it can I.. 

Not when everything seems so right in that dream. 

Not good. 

Never good. 

At these. 

Learning. Trying. And getting demoralized with each minute. 

I miss him. 

I miss us.