Being demanding is so not me.
So yup..
Tried to be understanding in my own way although there's a chance that he may think otherwise...
Just two more days.
Don't want him to have to rush and run all over the place and tire himself.
Shall give him the time he needs to settle whatever he needs to ba.
But that means not being able to see him. Haix!! :(
Why so fan one la?!
Want to see him so bad.
Feel like being dead unreasonable for once to make him meet me. 

So that I can see him.

For my own selfish reason. 

But can't bring myself to do it.
Especially when he has so much things on hand.

Fuck la!!
Fuck this feeling of dilemma la!!
Can I kill myself instead?