**this is seriously such a rojak post..
everything oso have! haha! :D**
and its a long off again!!
5 days!
gonna do nth and rot at home again.. =x
feel so lepak this month..
ald mid of the month ald but only worked like 1 week..
hahah! :D
juz had 4 days straight off the previous week and now 5 days..
went on a one day trip to JB with Qila, Arthur, Jeremy and his cousin the previous week
then another 4 days straight the week after..
hahah! :D
cant wait for the week after to come..
then its the trip to KL with Qila and Dusty! =p
think its gonna be fun! especially its the three of us tgt!
haha! :D
hmmm..
how fast time flies
another hour or so before i hit 20
the pre age of adulthood i would call it before i officially hit 21
time to starting growing up and to learn how to be more independent than i am now
but oh well..
whatever la..
its still gonna be yet another normal day as usual
no plans at all
just gonna rot at home like usual
watch my drama, read my manga and sleep whole day
yup..
thats how boring it is..
can't be bothered
to speak frankly, nth for me to look forward to
maybe just one wish
one that i don't think will happen..
and that is.. to see him..
him with his army 'hair', in his uniform, and just him himself...
had this very random convo with Carol and Dusty the other days about how good-looking most guys look in police and SCDF uniform
coz there was one group of SCDF personnels staying at the hotel the other day
somehow curious to know how he will look like in his army uniform..
i know he will be very charming
like how he always is and will be.. :)
but dont think i will get the chance ba =x
suffocating each and every day while working.. each and every second of it..
all thanks to the groupon deal that is going on and the long weekend and the public holiday
but definitely not because of the workload
but thanks to all the locals that are checking in
this specific group of guests that kept coming
army boys..
yup.. that's right.. army boys..
tgt with their gf..
fuck this shit man...
how much i miss him but yet...
and they all just have to come and remind me of how much i miss him but yet i couldn't see him..
this is serious shit
for the first time i think i really know what does it feels to suffocate mentally
and best part?
i have to pretend that nth happen and smile and do my job
fuck this shitr
and its like for like 4 continuous days
so mentally and emotionally drained..
not to mention that i kena by the night shift manager the other day coz i mistakenly made a sale on the guest's credit card instead of doing a authorization like i should have :(
haix!
how long has it been since i made a mistake at work..
so irritated with myself..
not the mentioned that i was dying and lacking in slp coz i had to work two shifts the previous day coz the new girl took MC..
scare the shit out of the two night shift people and Dusty when i came out from the morning briefing
haha.. come to think of it their expression and reaction quite epic oso la.. =x
but cant be helped oso la..
according to them i was looking so cui and my face was so black..
opps! hahah!! :D
1 year and 4 days since we got to know each other..
how much i miss those times and days..
if only i can turn back time....... :)
*"halo :)"*
oh!! how much i missed blogging!
lol!
but have been so tired and lazy to do it..
hmm.. shall forgive myself for this lengthy post then!
lols!!
and its just gonna be yet another normal day tmr..
ha.
